What life

Okay, i am back to my 'holden' Suicidal moments now, where everything seems made up, the relevance of things disappers. The changes that have happened over the last couple or so years, have been 'unique', shall we say. I have had enough, or life has had enough of me. I want an end, the mundane ablutions, and everything else, out. OUT. OUT. OUT

Two days of laid back champions league soccer, and the training diary submissions near, but what of that. What do you write about when you dont care what you are doing, indeed, you never have. Then people disappear, thats all i needed. Back to the old days of G n R, my first thorough music band after The Beatles. Thats the good thing about life, and all of the music of life and the arts, when all seems lost, you get back to the drawing board, and relax. Ofcourse, saw Munich, liked it. Spielberg has made a comeback of sorts after the shambles that was 'The war of the worlds'. Infact, that was such a classic, that i had to see Dus on the same day as therapy and Dus seemed like a modern classic. And then Greatbong, the best blogger in my not so humble opinion made a detailed post, and well, I dont wana put up the hyperlink, too damn tired to do that now. .

A post in tough times

Alas, exams, they are ripping me apart, but a song for someone who has held me together. Hope she does read it soon.......

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should have somehow realised what you've got to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.
Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt.
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.

And all the roads we have to walk along were winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are so many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how.

Because maybe,
You're gonna be the one that saves me?
But after all
You're my wonderwall.

Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should have somehow realised what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are so many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how.

I said, maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me?
But after all
You're my wonderwall
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me